as the fateful day approaches again.
i realise now that.
it doesn't mean as much.
as it did back then.
it was just a matter of.
being overly hopeful.
and refusing to accept the truth.
that was all it was.
well.
i've tried.
so maybe. maybe if i hope and wait for a miracle.
it might happen.
but its not like i need it to happen anyway.
i am quite content with what i have now.
and so i guess this time it will be.
farewell for good.
i never had much of a part in this anyway.
i was making everything up to myself.
so i owe an apology.
i suppose.
but you won't need it anyway.
in fact, you probably won't see it.
for there comes a time where the road will fork.
and the paths that once diverged will separate again.
and that time is now.
so without hope of you looking back.
i wave this final wave.
hoping that we may someday.
some life.
meet again.